Archive for July, 2007

Use Or Be-Used

Wednesday, July 4th, 2007

some people in this world
use other people
to get what he or she wants.
they used those people
without considering their feelings.
what’s importand to them
is they are happy and satisfied.
and to those people
who is being used,
they feel betrayed and disapointed.
they wanted so much to object
all those things but
who are they for they
are just a poor humans
with no power and
no position to object.

My Confession

Wednesday, July 4th, 2007

A crush I had for you a long time ago
Ask for a reason, I don’t know why
It looks on the outside you are an ice
But deep inside I know you are a sun
The prettiest you are not I have seen
But then again nor are you the ugliest
You are… pretty. In my eyes, at least
Better I have seen, no doubt about that.
But a miracle it is that you stand out among them
And forget about you I cant it seems
A fool they say I am for liking you
Sadly it is right and true of what they say, unfortunately
But stopping my self for doing so,
Deep in my heart I know is one of the impossible so
Maybe I will in times to come
That I know not and don’t wish to know
But one thing though that I vow to you
From the deepest depth of my lonely heart
That forget you completely I will not do
I know this, He know this and I hope you do too.

Untitled

Wednesday, July 4th, 2007

What have I done and
What shall I do?
For everything that I do
Is wrong and will eventually?
Misfortune will happen.
Oh, help me please my lord.
I beg of you
For you are the
Only one who rules the universe
And all living things.
Help me and show me the path to the light.
Save me from doing all the things
That will hurt others and me.
For only the all mighty god, you,
Have the power to do so.

my other half?

Wednesday, July 4th, 2007

same of a name we both have
yet neither are we the same
instead worlds apart we are.

a happy moment for me it was
for two become one within one night
i thought it would be forever
for love at first sight
oh, how happy i was
only god knows why.

somehow, just somehow…
it was true for me, it was real
i fell, and i accept it
oh love, it was.

but just a brief
i hoped it’s not
i wish it’s not
i love you so, i miss you so, i want you so.

a question mark it is for me now
at this very moment
emptiness i feel, a big one it is
for only you could fill it up for me…

twisted

Wednesday, July 4th, 2007

round is the world
fill with it’s ups and downs
down you maybe now
top you will be soon

life is fair to us and all
sufferings i had from almost everywhere
but now it’s gone
life has change

i felt lost, i felt cold
i felt confuse
but those days are over
and lets let bygones be bygones

life has change for the better
now i have, now i feel
all that i dream, all that i want
for me now, this is life.

thank you for you and you and you
some how it’s true
for you are the one
who pushes me through