sumthing nuthing

hari semakin hari bermain di kepalaku

sandiwara kehidupan segala diriku

mengingatiku…Oo

Berjuanglah aku, setiap masa

untuk mengubah masa di depan ku

hanya satu untuk aku

buktikan aku boleh

padamu dan satu dunia

tunggulah kekasihku

lihatlah aku boleh

berdiri di kemuncak kejayaan

namun tidak ku lupa

wahai kamu ku sangka teman

keranamu, aku berjaya

berjuanglah aku setiap masa

untuk mengubah masa di depan ku

hanya satu untuk ku

tunggulah kekasihku

ku di kemuncak kejayaan…

setelah lama mengimpikan ia..

bercita dan berharap

ia telah tiba.. akhirnya..

kehidupan akan datangku

amatlah berlainan

cabaran dan dugaan harus ku tempuhi

namun begitu ku tetaplah aku yang dulu

terima kasih satu ucapan.

dua perkataan dengan penuh keikhlasan

hanya untukmu dari hati ku.

tanpa mu di sisi

tiada ku di sini.

betapa istimewanya kamu

akan ku terbang tinggi

hanya untuk mu

demi kejayaan

itu janji ku…

my love…

you are such a special person

i hope u know

your my one and only

for me always.

missing you every day

without you by my side

baby i hope u know,

it is true.

no matter what changes may come

to the world around

even to you and me

but one thing u must know

my love for you

remain the same

questions and doubts i’ve had

reasons and answers were seek.

it doesnt matter now to me

as the eye doesnt see.

love is blind so they say

blind the eyes of the loving soul

irrigardless of what it may

i will still love u so..

in love before

in love now

in love forever

i know i will be.

leave me if u must

tears i will shed

please remember

is all i ask

love that was once shared

between you and i….

shikin

9.59pm

5/12/07

in the bus in pudu station.

Ku menjalani hidupku dalam kerinduan

Mengharapkan dirimu di pangkuan

Tetapi hakikat inilah kenyataan

Kau tiada di sini ku kesepian

Kau bagaikan permata yang berharga

Ku hargai dikau sepenuhnya

Walau apa pun terjadi

Ku tetap di sini

Menunggu mu hingga kau kembali

Oh sayang,

Tahulah engkau semua ini

Adalah sejati

Tulus dari hati ku…

Padamu illahi

Ku berdoa setiap hari

Agar dia kan kembali…

Kau bagaikan permata yang berharga

Ku hargai dikau sepenuhnya

Walau apa pun terjadi

Ku tetap di sini

Menunggu mu hingga kau kembali

some people in this world
use other people
to get what he or she wants.
they used those people
without considering their feelings.
what’s importand to them
is they are happy and satisfied.
and to those people
who is being used,
they feel betrayed and disapointed.
they wanted so much to object
all those things but
who are they for they
are just a poor humans
with no power and
no position to object.

A crush I had for you a long time ago
Ask for a reason, I don’t know why
It looks on the outside you are an ice
But deep inside I know you are a sun
The prettiest you are not I have seen
But then again nor are you the ugliest
You are… pretty. In my eyes, at least
Better I have seen, no doubt about that.
But a miracle it is that you stand out among them
And forget about you I cant it seems
A fool they say I am for liking you
Sadly it is right and true of what they say, unfortunately
But stopping my self for doing so,
Deep in my heart I know is one of the impossible so
Maybe I will in times to come
That I know not and don’t wish to know
But one thing though that I vow to you
From the deepest depth of my lonely heart
That forget you completely I will not do
I know this, He know this and I hope you do too.

What have I done and
What shall I do?
For everything that I do
Is wrong and will eventually?
Misfortune will happen.
Oh, help me please my lord.
I beg of you
For you are the
Only one who rules the universe
And all living things.
Help me and show me the path to the light.
Save me from doing all the things
That will hurt others and me.
For only the all mighty god, you,
Have the power to do so.

same of a name we both have
yet neither are we the same
instead worlds apart we are.

a happy moment for me it was
for two become one within one night
i thought it would be forever
for love at first sight
oh, how happy i was
only god knows why.

somehow, just somehow…
it was true for me, it was real
i fell, and i accept it
oh love, it was.

but just a brief
i hoped it’s not
i wish it’s not
i love you so, i miss you so, i want you so.

a question mark it is for me now
at this very moment
emptiness i feel, a big one it is
for only you could fill it up for me…

round is the world
fill with it’s ups and downs
down you maybe now
top you will be soon

life is fair to us and all
sufferings i had from almost everywhere
but now it’s gone
life has change

i felt lost, i felt cold
i felt confuse
but those days are over
and lets let bygones be bygones

life has change for the better
now i have, now i feel
all that i dream, all that i want
for me now, this is life.

thank you for you and you and you
some how it’s true
for you are the one
who pushes me through

OMG… OMG…

hurm.. one week with event plus.. its a bloody good thing for me to join this company.. it has help me to realize many of my dreams faster than i think it would be.. my life seems so great rite now.. almost perfect.. to be in for life n even plus, im very sure that time n financial freedom will be mine in a shorter time then i think..

sorry mr tiru, couldn’t bring myself to do the stuff that u told me to do.. ur a great man.. thanks alot for really helping me in ways that others cant..

although life is great.. there are still sum stuff where im really trying my very best to really control myself not to do certain stuff.. nuthing badlah.. juz sum stuff about my temper..

anyway… believe n have faith.. god is fair… if u think u can.. ur rite. if u think u cant.. ur rite!